Sunday, May 8, 2011
I have learned something that I think could take me a lifetime to master. My views of gossip, up tell now has always been, that you don't say anything behind someones back that you wouldn't say to there face. That is how I have lived and been for a long time. But, I have learn that even if you would say something to someones face and that you would be bold and proud of doing so it is not the right thing to do. I have lived as a in your face speak my mind kind of person for way to long. I think now is the time for me to not even speak unkind words to any faces. Not just not speak unkind words but learn to be more understanding and look forward and see what kind of impact what I say would have on others. Show that I love everyone around my and not hide that from them. I am tough but I care. Be a leader not a follower. I have always thought of myself as a leader, but now I see the follower in myself.. I need to start making it my way and not the way I think people will want me to look. I have spoke of others and talked to people and shared my feeling and thoughts on just about everything. I think that its ok to have my opinions and talk about them. What is not ok is to do it while trying to make people examples with their faults. Or show my side of a story by belittling the other people involved.. I can't say I will always be good at it or I wont default sometime. But, I will work as hard as I can to be the better person I want to be. I will start by saying I am sorry to all that my words have caused harm. I will also take charge of my words not just own what I say but be at peace and be happy with what I say. Let me always understanding and let my good character alway show through.